Stalked by dead children

I saw him again. He’s about eight, at least he was when I last saw him. He’s got blue eyes and blond hair and he scares the hell out of me, because the last thing I knew about Simon was that he died about ten years ago. So how can I see him? Is he a ghost? I would say I need to stop taking drugs, but then I don’t do drugs. (Bad move peeps, I’m a support worker in Longsight for people who have taken far too many drugs, and believe me, they do see strange things.) I’m using this blog to get things off my chest; maybe you’ve noticed that.